If I could have stayed in bed all day today, I would have. I am very low. No particular reason, just low. Anxious. I bought tickets for NYC for Christmas and wonder if that is the right place to be. It was a hard buy today because today I would have preferred to cover my head and stay in the dark.
I know this passes -- the the cop at my door who was following up on a complaint that the dog was barking, almost put me over the edge. He told me that there had been complaints 7 times since October. Perhaps some "Dear" neighbor might stop over and ask if I was okay instead of calling the cops. The cop was nice, the neighbor, if I knew who it was, I could imagine torching the house today.
Yeah, this is not a good mood.
2 comments:
i feel sooo bad for you. wish i was there to help you through this. things do get better, they say. you have to go with the feelings, even if you are so sad. maybe you need to do something completely different, i don't know. but you are normal! and no don't torch the neihbors house, wouldn't make julia feel gd. to have a jail bird for a mom,
LOL! You're right. Every day another step, huh? Some forward, some back.
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