Spicy Dragons & Dinosaurs

I did not sleep much after writing what I wrote, and now, with the morning and with Lisa here to help and abide, my head aches, my tears are still coming. I hate getting out of bed but clearly there will be no more sleep right now. We will plan today for the immediate few days but everything else, my whole self is cut up in tiny pieces and all over the floor. Everyone says take my time but part of me is too scared to do that. I will try to move slowly. I don't know if I can. I am both still and running to catch up with something I cannot see.