27 May 2012
8:51 am. I hear Julia reading in her room. We are both still in bed. The day needs to begin. Two weeks of couching it and the necessity of slowing down came at a good time. Could not have given it to myself. Pity not to understand my needs, but what a blessing to be provided with the time. Got through the night without drugs and I am very comfortable. If I can get through the day, I will feel ready to drive. I am clear and have energy. Ok, I can't move around with that energy. Pushing self pity aside, I see the path immediately ahead and I am ready. Welcome summer! Another 15 days and Julia will have days filled only with me and therapy. I can imagine such plans!