08 December 2009

Oh Gosh, I was depressed yesterday! The weight of a new heart, the wait for the new heart, and thoughts about how Julia was not responding to the medication that she is on made holiday shopping much too tense. And I was trying to shop quickly when what I needed to do was to slow down and do some easy looking. I am going out again today, before the big snow.

Not feeling overwhelmed with my list but overwhelmed when I think the call can come at any moment and the amount of the list that will still remain. When I rationally think it through, I know that I have done the most important things, and someone else can do what is really needed if the call came today.

17 sleeps until Christmas.

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